The new guy hasn't worked out. Nothing from that one time, just some insipid messages. Even snarked a bit at me when I even mentioned that I wondered if he was really interested. Tells me "when i am not how bout i tell you" - But dude, it's not what you say, it's what you do. Yet another instance of the slow fade. Sigh. Just a lot of false ...well, can I even call it "hope"? I know that I saw it coming, but I do wish I was wrong, just a little bit.

I'm missing Mr. W. right now, this very instant. Just sad and sorrowful. But he's just a guy. I did come to that acceptance the other day. Pass a few tears, feel sorry for myself and trudge onwards. It's not gonna happen for me so learn to live without it...I'll just indulge in the luxury of shedding a few more tears just a little while longer.